Hello! people fo the web! MY first blog entry! this feels like one of theose moments of 'what the hell do i write here?!' but i am writing and the best (and probably only) place to start would be to say HELLO!

As you could probably tell from my profile. I'm a guy, I'm 18 and i'm British. (ond obviously i'm here for a TINY bit of extra cash :D).

Well, i should start by saying that i've started reading a new book, which alone is a mission in itself, it's Girl with a One Track Mind by Abby Lee (fake name), and it's incredible to read about this girls antics. of course she's a 30something and with a nice plesent sence of humor, and somehow, she's getting more sex than me in a month than i've had in my life, which makes me laugh. This is also what makes it so interesting! Because i have finally found an honest, upfront book about the sexual experiences of the 'other half', allbeit a kind of extreme version (the last words i read before writing this blog entry were "I think I have Become A Sex Feind"). although being a guy, and a virgi, I always heve the tiny nervous thought in the back of my mind that thinks "Oh my god, what if she thinks i'm awful!", which i'm actually kind of expecting, but that is not what i really want. I want to go down on a woman and she enjoys it more than I do. So about 2-3 years ago, when i was 16, i began looking into sex and all that goes with it, i learned things that i wouldn't of known about if i'd tried finding out myself with a girl. Like Guys average under 2 minutes, and girls can just keep going and going and going and going....etc. I learnet about the G-spot, then the clit (in that order), and i even cought a little porn here and there (naughty me, i know). But one of my instant reations were "OMG! BIGGER IS BETTER!" and that means that my self estime was in the gutter, i do not have a firehose dangleing between my legs, nor do i have to tuck it into one leg or the other. So i felt like nobody would ever be satisfied with me. But recently, after reading Abby Lee's book, I have found out some very critical things which has given me new confidence.

SIZE DOES NOT MATTER!

I was shocked to read about the pro's and cons about having a large member and small member. which somehow oddly, gave me a warm glow and smile from inside. I could satisfy a woman! My god! so now my curiocity got the better of me and i bought another book the other day. 'She comes first' by Ian Kerner Ph.D., A book about giving girls pleasure and i found out that just under a thrid of women have an orgasm while having intercourse! I was amazed and shocked in some cases. then the book went on to tell me how to pleasure a woman, and the best way to give a girl a sensational orgasm (guys, pay attention), is to give her oral, simple as that. the outer lips are about 6-7 times more sensitive than the inner walls, wich means that even if you do have a big cock, she can feel it but it's not giving her anything! and iroically, smaller cocks, girls can't sometimes can't feel it.

So for me, i'm just learning more about sex from two books that i have in 2 years of looking round randomly on the internet. and it was a random purchase in a train station WHSmiths, the last book on the shelf, I've had more pleasure reading this book than i have doing things i know i enjoy. so i may begin to talk about my dating (and possible sexual relationships :P) on here but oh well, i should keep trying.