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OK EVERYONE READ THIS AND PLEASE HAVE FUN..   

OK starting Sunday the 1st of november I am asking ALL the MOM's, DAD's  & Grandperents to get there BOY's and GIRL's and have them Write Santa Claus a Letter telling him what they want for Chirsmas, Yes it is not Turkey day yet I know but Kids are already asking for thing's so PLEASE have them ask Santa what they want, I will answer ALL Letter's and they will like them and be sure they know that Santa will answer them VIA the InterNet, No matter what they ask for put it down it is them asking it will be fun and I post them on here for all to read, as they will be fun to read, I can't say they will get what they are after unless you buy it and put Santa's name on it ! LOL load's of fun here, thank you and lets get going, also everyone that want's Santa to Bring them something ask as everyone is Santa's Kids & Each and every Letter will be answerd! !


LOVE,

SANTA CLAUS..

Posted: 10/25/2009 at 13:17Read 71 times | 10 comments | Leave Comment 
poem for lynda

From Wednesday_Adams to Lynda

 

Christ Face

As I faced my maker at the last judgment, I knelt before our lord with all the other souls.
Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles, an angel sngel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares together into tapestry that is our life.
But as my angel took each piece of cloth off pile, I noticed how ragged and empty my each of my squares were, they were filled with gaint holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that been difficult and the challenges temptations I was faced within everyday life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all...

I glanced around me, Nobody else had such squares other then a tiny hole here and there, the other two tapestries were filled with rich colors and bright hues of of worldly fortune, I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My angel was sewing the ragged piecesof cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air.

Finally the time came when each life was to be displayed, held up to the light, the scrutiny of truth, each one took a turn holding up the tapestries so filled their lifes had been my angel looked upon me and nodded for me to rise, my gazed dropped to the ground in shame, I hadn't had all the earthly fortunes. I had love in my life and laughter, there had also been trials of illness, death and false accusations that took from me my world, as I knew it.

I had to start over many times, I often struggled with the temptation to quit only to some how master the strength to pick up and begin again...I spent many nights on my knees in prayer,asking for help and guidance in my life. I had often been held up to ridicule, which i endured painfully, each time offering it up to the lord in hopes that I would not melt within my skin beneath the judgmental gazed of those who unfairly judged me.

Now I had to face the truth my life was what it was and I had to accept it, I slowly lifted the combined sqaures of my life to the light. I gazed around at the others who stared at me with wide eyes. The I looked upon the tapestry before me, light flooded the many holes, creating an image the face of christ. The lord stood before me with warmth and love in his eyes he said "Everytime you gave over your life to me, it became my life, my hardship and struggles, each point of light in your life is when you stepped aside and let me shine through, until there was more of me then there was of you"

This poem is for Lynda 
 

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

Posted: 7/12/2009 at 13:33Read 161 times | 9 comments | Leave Comment 
lyndas poems


Wednesday, June 24, 2009 
 Lost Love
Current mood:  creative
Category: Writing and Poetry
Lost Love
 
i gave you my love
then I set you free
you threw that love
right back at me
 
we were once so close
there was nothing we couldn’t share
you drifted away
now no longer do you care
 
i’ve cried into my pillow
and dreamed of you each night
you no longer care for me
i’m all alone at night
 
so one more time
i set you free
live your life as you will
you still have a friend in me 
 

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 
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Sunday, May 17, 2009 
 The Arms of a Friend
Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Writing and Poetry
The Arms of a Friend

I'll take your hand

But I won't lead your way

I'll walk beside you

And guide along the way

I'll whisper softly in your ear

The words you’re longing for my dear

I'll kiss your lips and touch your skin

Bring out our passions from deep


within

Pull you close and hold you dear

Take away all pain and fear

In the darkness of the night

I'm afraid love and can’t be your light

For within me shadows dwell

I'm in my own lonely hell

You'll find your wings so you can fly

I cannot soar, I fear to fly

Can't enter your heart, I've a wall of my

own

My chains are dense as you can see

Can't break your chains they're to


heavy for me

Can't you see I need to be free

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 
 A Hole In My Heart
Current mood:  numb
Category: Writing and Poetry
A Hole In My Heart

 

you know you have left

a hole in my heart

who will mend it

now that we’re apart

 

i knew the time would come

when we would no longer

be together

but the time was to brief

 

a friend tells me

move on with your life

you are still friends

and will be for life

 

a life i see

without your fond embrace

is a life with empty dreams

                         with a hole in my heart
 

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 
 Our Time Together
Current mood:  numb
Category: Writing and Poetry
Our Time Together

 

our time together

has brought me such joy

each time we would meet

was like heaven to me

 

when first we met

i was shy and scared

you were patient and kind

and the fear went away

 

i told you

that i would always

 be here for you

till you had  no need of me

 

the days with you

made me complete

the nights with you

nothing could compete

 


our time ran out

your need of me gone

still i bask

in the love that you’ve shown

 

thank you so much

for giving me such joy

you will always hold

             a special place in my heart
 

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 
 A Broken Heart
Current mood:  numb
Category: Writing and Poetry
A Broken Heart

 

a broken heart

crying in the night

the love she lost

and without a fight

 

she gave you her heart

with no strings attached

then she set you free

hoping you would come back

 

for a time you came back

and she loved you all the more

but then you became to busy

to see that her heart was sore

 

she turned to another

who needed her for a time

but that time came to an end

and again she is alone

 


as the tears she is shedding

for the love she thought she found

the love who is to busy

                       although he is not bound

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

 
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Friday, April 24, 2009 
 A BIRTHDAY POEM FOR MY SISTER
Category: Writing and Poetry
A Birthday Poem for My Sister

seems like only yesterday
mom left me with mimi
on that april day
and she returned with that
bear in her arms
i only wanted you sis
thru the years we have argued
and we have cried
alway you were there for me
right by my side
we are not as close
as i would like for us to be
but you always live in my heart
my wish for you this birthday
is all the things you want in life
you only deserve the best
life has to offer
i love you sis

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

 
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 
 Starving for Attention
Current mood:  determined
Category: Writing and Poetry


Starving for Attention


when we met


i was starving for attention


from the one i lived with


i was starving for attention


so often we would talk


so often we would play


no longer was i


starving for attention


now we no longer talk


much to busy are you


so once again am i


starving for attention

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 


 
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 
 Handle With Care
Current mood:  determined
Category: Writing and Poetry


Handle With Care


i give you my life


please handle with care


i give you my heart


please handle with care


it’s all that i have


please handle with care


once it is broken


it can no longer


be repaired


please handle with care


to start life anew


a new life with you


a life to be shared


please handle with care

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

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Saturday, April 11, 2009 
 Difficult People
Current mood:  determined
Category: Writing and Poetry


Difficult People

 

 

difficult people


make life hard


never being fair
difficult people


lie, cheat and steal


maybe not in earnest


although it seems for real


difficult people


just don’t understand


that when you take from another


life is not hand in hand


difficult people


selfish and self-centered


will always be alone


never really having a friend

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

 
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 
 Locked Out Of Your Heart
Current mood:  determined
Category: Writing and Poetry


Locked Out of Your Heart

 

 

we were once so close


we shared everything


now i’m


locked out of your heart

 

 

tossed aside


like a discarded shoe


locked out of your heart


yet still not over you

 

 

but one day


i shall be free


and you shall be


locked out of my heart

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

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Do not stand at
my grave and weep.
I am not there,
I do not sleep.

I am a thousand
winds that blow.
I am the diamond
glints on snow.


I am the sunlight
on ripened grain.
I am the gentle
autumn rain
When you awaken
in the mornings hush,
I am the swift
uplifting rush
of quiet birds
in circled flight,
I am the soft stars
that shine at night.

Do not stand
at my grave and cry,
I am not there,
I did not die.

copyright Lynda Schowengerdt 2009

 

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Posted: 7/11/2009 at 20:10Read 157 times | 5 comments | Leave Comment 
part 2 of 2 A friend is gone

Three people fatally shot in Rocky Mount

 

Police are investigating the fatal shooting of three people at 916 B Benvenue Road in Rocky Mount.

 

 

Police received a call at about 4:30 p.m. Wednesday in reference to a shooting at a mobile home, near U.S. Highway 64.

Upon arrival, officers found the bodies of Lynda Schowengerdt, 56; William Wesley “Wes” Schowengerdt, 53; and Alexander “Alex” Walker, 21.

Witnesses told police that Wes Schowengerdt and his stepson, Walker, had been arguing when Wes Schowengerdt shot Walker with a handgun.

Wes Schowengerdt then shot his wife, Lynda, and then shot himself on the front porch of the home, according to witnesses.

Dennis Pettaway, who works near the shooting scene, said when he first heard the gunshot he thought it was a firecracker.

"I heard one (gunshot) first, then I heard a lady holler. And then ... I heard another pop,” Pettaway recalled.

Paramedics transported Walker to Nash General Hospital, where he was pronounced dead. The Schowengerdts were pronounced dead at the residence.

"It is crazy,” Walker’s cousin, Wade Cherry, said.

However, Cherry said he was not completely surprised by what happened. There had been arguments before between stepson and stepfather, people at the scene told WRAL News.

Police said Wednesday evening that their investigation into the shooting continued.

Posted: 7/10/2009 at 11:56Read 162 times | 4 comments | Leave Comment 
part 1 of 2 A great friend is gone..

i got this message this morning 7/09/09 am

 

 

News about Lynda

Body:

Hello Victor
I wanted to make sure Lynda's friends are aware of what has happened..I see you have her as your number one friend..so I am only mailing you, I hope you can get intouch with her friends and her son's friends (I couldn't find his site)
So they and everyone can use a flame or candle in memory of them.
I am so sorry, I lost three myspace friends last year. Not in this way though..its so sad.
I will be praying for you...
(I'm Donna..I look after the golf site for my sons)

Here's the news links :

http://www.wral.com/news/local/story/5532745/

May they rest in peace..
:(
Hugs
~Donna

 
 
  I had a name for her becouse she was so nice to me i called her : ANGEL  and it FIT HER ..
 
  I COULD GO TO HER ANYTIME AND SHE WOULD MAKE ME FEEL REAL GOOD BY SAYING THINGS ARE JUST FINE VICTOR AND LO AND BEHOLD IT WOULD  BE JUST FINE, I WILL MISS GOING TO HER AND HAVING HER UPLIFT ME NOW,
 
  WHAT A LOSE  I AM SO SAD NOW , DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO TURN IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? THX FRIENDS FOR READING THIS AND POSTING COMMETS ...
 
   LOVE AND HUGS SCOTTSMAN AKA VICTOR

 

 

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Posted: 5/30/2009 at 12:27Read 219 times | 1 comment | Leave Comment 
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Posted: 3/19/2009 at 22:33Read 641 times | 207 comments | Leave Comment 
ABOUT ME--ASTROLOGY - MY PLANET SIGN -

Planets in Sign

Planets in Signs (Tropical Zodiac)
Sun in Cancer
The Sun, which stands for one's individuality, shines into the waters where the Moon waits to receive and reflect. Emotions and feelings, the province of the Moon, can thus be the matrix for all of life's experiences. Things can be felt deeply, sinking into the waters and moving in the depths, possibly to resurface later. In the immediate moment, the Moon can reflect emotions which are influenced by other people - for the Moon is highly plastic.

There is a willingness and openness as well as the nurturing, protective qualities of the Moon-which are symbolically associated with the mother. All of this can bring a great softness and sensitivity.

Since Cancer is ruled by the Moon, any aspects between the Sun and the Moon are likely to be particularly significant in this chart.

Moon in Cancer
The Moon is here in her own sign (as the ruler of Cancer), so all the qualities of the Moon are intensified. It is in dignity or honour, in astrological terminology.

The person's emotions and feelings can be one of the most important features in their life. They are likely to be sensitive, with deep emotions and experiences on the feeling level. This position is in favour of an excellent memory, since the Moon is to do with reflection, and of an easy going attitude to life - comfort may be deemed more important than achievement.

Moon in Cancer is perhaps the most nurturing of all configurations - nurturing both emotionally and physically. The person can be kind and sociable - qualities associated with the Moon - and may focus their attention on the mother, the home, the family. In a female nativity the person could make a very loving mother, although may need to take care not to smother the child.

If the person is living the higher qualities associated with the Moon, they can be very intuitive and have strong psychic abilities.

Mercury in Leo
The mind, related to Mercury, can focus and concentrate, being in Leo, a fixed sign, ruled by the Sun, which relates to direction.

The fixed nature of the sign also indicates persistence. The mind gains a certain stability in this position, so the person may at times be slow to make up their mind, but once made up it can be steady and unwavering.

The Sun has a natural authority, and Mercury likes to speak; so the combination can indicate a confidence when it comes to voicing opinions. In any communications the person can convey an authoritative tone.

The Sun is also related to organising power, purpose, and enthusiasm, so Mercury here can make for good organisational skills and leadership qualities.

The Sun will-power and confidence, combined with the Mercury mind, can indicate problem-solving abilities.

Mercury is said to be in its fall in this sign, so its power may not reach its full potential, according to the astrological tradition.

Venus in Leo
In the shining sign of Leo, Venus bestows a warm-hearted, sunny disposition.

The values of the Sun (ruler of Leo) and of Venus, planet of love, beauty and harmony, combine together harmoniously.

The nobility of the Sun and the giving nature of Venus indicates an open, generous, loyal, magnanimous temperament.

These are the 2 planets of love: the Sun as in love for God and Self-love, and Venus as in ALL loves.

Mars in Virgo
Mercury, ruler of Virgo, brings logic to the Mars drive. Thus the raw libido associated with Mars is modified through Virgo bringing a degree of discretion and organisation to the impulsiveness. Virgo being an earth sign, Mars gains a certain stability and groundedness here.

The arrow of Mars can make the thinking quick, sharp and with an ability to be analytical and critical.

Mars is related to direction and decision-making. The Virgo attention to detail can result in great precision, which could manifest in technical skills. It could also be skills in the medical profession, since one of Virgo's concerns is with health.

Jupiter in Libra
This is a very happy position for Jupiter, the planet associated with benevolence and optimism, in a sign ruled by Venus, planet of love and harmony. There can be warm-hearted, harmonious relationships and successful partnerships. The person can be sociable and good-natured.

They can be well suited for work in public relations, and any situations that call for dealing with the public.

There can be an interest in the arts, literature, music, and in everything that uplifts the Spirit.

Saturn in Cancer
Saturn's work is to create form. Cancer is ruled by the Moon, which relates to flow, emotions and feelings. So Saturn here has its work cut out in trying to structure things which inherently lack form. There can be strong self-control when it comes to the emotional life.

The influence of the Moon - a nurturing planetary force - indicates the person can be considerate of others and their feelings.

The nature of this sign is not particularly congenial to Saturn - considered 'in detriment' in the sign opposite one it naturally rules.

Uranus in Gemini
Uranus is a slow-moving planet, staying in one sign for years, so it is appropriate to consider these influences affecting masses of people rather than one individual.

Planet of sudden changes and super-fast intelligence, Uranus is very much at home here in the sign ruled by Mercury, planet of the mind. Since Uranus is the planet of esotericism, the mind can be interested in a wide range of esoteric literature. The versatile Mercury mind can have the freedom to move extraordinarily fast, with flashes of Uranus genius and a lightning grasp of new concepts and ideas. An original thinker, this is a position for pioneering in the fields of science, electronics and communications.

Neptune in Libra
Taking years to move through one sign, Neptune here is more relevant for a generation of people than for one individual.

Neptune is the planet of dissolution and idealism. In a sign ruled by Venus, planet of love and harmony, there can be a search for the ideal partner, perhaps one with an artistic or creative temperament, or with refined or spiritual values. Whilst it may be an attempt to reach mystical union through the relationship, it can be a way to seek to dissolve into the universal consciousness with which Neptune is associated.

Pluto in Leo
Pluto, planet of transformations in the unconscious, takes many years to traverse one sign of the zodiac. This position is thus more relevant to a generation of people than to one individual.

Leo is ruled by the Sun, which is related to the individuality, the core of a person, the little ego and the Higher Self. By combining the symbolism of Sun and Pluto, it can suggest transformation processes from little ego to Higher Self.

North Node in Gemini, South Node in Sagittarius
The South Node in the sign ruled by Jupiter, planet of expansion and benevolence, suggests past lives in which there has been good fortune and plenty of opportunities, where a breadth of knowledge has been acquired, and in which the person may have spread their energy generously (if not extravagantly).

The North Node in Gemini, ruled by Mercury, is in favour of developing the mental processes.

It can be important to focus the intelligence more precisely by acquiring specific skills in an area that allows for the mental faculties to be sharpened. Working in the fields of communication, writing, negotiation, or where the values of Mercury can be implemented, can be called for. Unless there is this focus, the Jupiterian expansion can eventually dissipate without the realisations that could follow.

Posted: 1/28/2009 at 11:24Read 299 times | 6 comments | Leave Comment 
I BEEN TAGGED TWO TIME! SAME TIME...

OK OK !

I GOT TAGGED TWO TIME AT THE SAME TIME BY 2 very nice ladie's Kris & Batgril! love ay both! So here goes best i can !

 

#1.. i love being at YUWIE WITH ALL MY NEW FRIENDS and my SHOW I HAVE CALLED  Yuwie Chat With SCOTTSMAN & KENNY WED & SAT 2-5PM
 PST 4-7PM CST SUN 1-3PM PST 3-5PM CST..

#2. I LOVE TO COOK! YES I DO I HAVE MENY RECIPES i have given some out and i have more just ask some time!

 

#3. my best friend KANE  and i take walksup and down the street and we have caught 8 bad guys braking into cars and a few apt.s !

 

#4. I have driven a school bus for 5 years and loved it.

 

#5. I have done Security for over 35 years.

#6. I worked for Toys R Us for 4 years and ran the waerhouse by myself, when i eft they had  to hire 3 others to take my place! lol

 

#7. I have worked for the postoffice for Cristmas 3 years in a row, loved it..

 

#8 I was in the ARMY for 12 yearsand was in viet-nam 11 of the 12 years as a green beret, not to brag but i have over 300 kills to my recored !

 

#9. I have been married for 31 years and was told it woud not last more then 31 days much less than 31 years, LOL..

 

#10. I love to fish and never been hunting woud love to someday!

 

I am TAGGING THESE POOR SOLES LOL HAVE A GREAT DAY FRIENDS...

SUPERMAN

THE CLIF

LEX

PERIRERJAN

MAZIE

MARYN

HEARTSOFFIRE

NANCY

POWER-OF LUV

TOMIE

good luck my friends....

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