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What the HELL is with all the GOD chatter on the Yuwie radio? I can't sign on once without getting slapped in the face by someones interpretation of God.
That's fine and dandy if you chose to enslave yourself to your inner energy that you foolishly choose to remove from yourself. Some of us are actualy in tune with our God form and get tired of having other peoples beliefs slapped in our face. No wonder Yuwie isn't doing well, it only caters to a very small pocket of people. In this day and age you'd think people would understand that BELIEFS don't really belong in BUSSINESS.
It's f**king rediculous. If I wanted to learn about someones interpretation of the divine flux, and I wanted to learn it badly, I would go to a church. I however don't appretiate being gagged by rediculous ancient philosophy, and would much rather spend my time meditating or just breathing. Half of the god damn "spiritual" people these days or so f**king dead inside it's absolutely sickening. I can't walk down the street without smelling the decaying essence of peoples souls. Barely anyone is actually in tune with themselves at all, and this is why they must be TOLD what to believe.
They don't talk with God, they talk with themselves. And THIS is the funny part. By talking to THEMSELVES, they ARE talking to GOD....yet there is absolutely no way they can comprehend this. I just can't stand it >_<
Take your RELIGIOUS crap OFF the home page and shove it where it belongs. In a club somewhere on someone elses page. Make a radio that has YUWIE related news, tips and whatever else belongs with YUWIE. We aren't ALL christian and we DON'T appretiate it being crammed down our throats every time we log on. I'm not saying everyone is offended, hell, I'm not even "offended" by it. It just irritates the living S**T out me is all. This is supposed to be a God damn BUSSINESS, not f**king BIBLE STUDY
Go thump your bibles in church and leave the sensible people alone
I feel like I should type up something meaningful, but I just can't really think of anything right now >_< So instead of not writing anything, I figured I'd just blab for a few minutes about whatever floats into my head.
I really wish Yuwie was a bit more visually appealing. It's so damn boring, and doesn't really appeal to anyones impulsive nature. Just having a nice looking home page with some crisp graphics would do this place a lot of good. Also, KILL the Yuwie radio on the home page. As soon as it loads up, 90% of the time I get blasted with Christian Gospel music. No offense to the bible thumpers out there, but we don't all believe the same things. Give it a break, and put something a bit more relevant up there.
It would be so nice to have a bit more time to actually sit down and mess around online like I used to. Video games (namely BORDERLANDS ) are to blame I suppose, since that's where the majority of my free time goes nowadays. Being responsible is such a pain in the ass lol, what with work and bills and groceries and doctor visits, etc etc etc. I absolutely love life, but god damn does the system of society try to suck that enjoyment right out of you. I love to be creative, but I never really find the time anymore to really express myself creatively. I used to run a 4th edition D&D game for a few of my friends, my brother and my fiance, but that sort of died as work got crazier.
Getting my GED and going to college is definitely the way for me to go. I'm hoping to go for graphics design and web design, since that will really let me flex my creative muscles. I'm kind of torn there though, because I also really want to invent and work on anything scientifically relevant to Space. Getting off this planet is my #1 goal in life, followed closely by replacing at least 70% of my body with robotics. Leaving the planet seems to be the least we can do for it, considering how much crap we've put it through in the last couple hundred years. Give us just a couple more and it's gonna be a total dump, which is a shame.
People have no souls. Lots of people will tell you that everyone has a soul, yea...that's a load of s**t. In all technicality I suppose this is true, but if you can't feel or touch your soul then it might as well not even exist. People just live on auto pilot, because they're too damn afraid of the power they wield. Listening to people blab on about "God" is just degrading, since all they're doing is subjecting themselves to their own god form. It's actually quite entertaining really, but at the same time pretty aggravating. Is it so hard to take responsibility for the things going on in your life that you have to remove your divinity and enslave yourself to it? You're a God, deal with it.
Alright, this is just something I feel like ranting about
I get so pissed when people place themselves on a pedestal and view themselves as being "holier then thou". I'm pretty sure just about every one has had this feeling every now and again, but it's starting to drive me mad. How can people really see themselves as being above or below anyone else? I'm not a "religious" person or anything, but I'm a firm believer that we are all equal in spirit. Sure you might be privileged, have a lot of money, or maybe you're just a damn hard worker who earned what you have. Yet that doesn't place you above anyone else.
I bring this up because I work at Walmart (wooohooo) in the receiving bay, and I have a manager who isn't even a year older than me. He does everything in his power to make himself feel bigger by putting us down and forcing us to do more then our fair share of work. He talks down to us and constantly makes snide remarks, and now that he's been elevated yet again in position we only see him when he wants to feel important. Thanks to him being such a #$^@&@, I now have two bulging disks in my back that have a strong chance of becoming herniated. I have to go to the doctors tomorrow to see how bad it is and if it is in deed work related (it is). I know it is because for the longest time he would make us do a little "game" he liked to call "character building".
That's where one or two people get really crappy pallet jacks (not electric) and pull ALL the heavy pallets. I mean, some of those pallets can weigh over a ton each. So thanks to this little prick looking for some kicks, I'm paying for it with a messed up back. Sure I can go try to get workmans comp, but this doesn't change the damage that was done by some kids ego.
I mean really, is it so damn hard to treat other people like PEOPLE? It would be a bit different if we were all machines (like we should be ^_^), but the simple fact is we aren't. We all have emotions, spirits, and somewhat fragile bodies. To just treat people like their subhuman for your own amusement is both morally irresponsible and sensibly irrational. Especially if you're in a position of power. What the HELL ever happened to Morale, or LEADERSHIP qualities? Nowadays all you need to do is suck so much @#$%& that you drown in an ocean of you know what, and BAM...promotion
WHAT.....THE.......
Whatever. That's just how some people are I suppose. It just really gets my goat.
Thanks for reading, I'm flustered again so I'm gonna go play some tower defense >_<
"So, about that game Borderlands. What's the deal? How could there possibly be "87 Bazillion Guns, and what the heck is an RPS?" Well, these are just a couple of the things I hope I can touch on during this brief review. For your viewing pleasure hereis a quick montage I managed to find, but if you just want my thoughts on the game then you can skip on past it.
Borderlands is the love child between Role Playing Games and First Person Shooters, affectionately delivered to us by Gearbox. Rightly nicknamed the "Shooter-Looter", this game has a TON of both. Right from the get-go you find yourself with an interesting array of weapons to play around with, some of which you'll prefer over others based on your Character. The game has four main characters to choose from, and each comes with their own set of skills for you to unlock as you gain levels.
- There's Brick, the big muscled tank who flies into a rage and pummels his enemies to bits with his fists. This big fella also specializes in all things explosive, so get ready to rock the house with this guy.
- Next up is Mordacai, the Hunter. With his deadly hawk "Bloodwing", this loner makes for one seriously accurate sniper. Also good with revolvers and melee attacks, Mordacai will surely have you seeing blood.
- Then there comes the beautiful Siren, Lilith. This little bombshell can slip into another dimension, moving quickly and becoming invisible to those around her while simultaneously damaging them. Cute, deadly, and ruthlessly efficient with elemental weapons.
- And last but not least, my personally favorite....Roland the Soldier. This Ex-Crimson Lance makes good use of his Sentry turret and heavily favors assault rifles and shotguns. The only real healer in this game, Roland is always a welcome member of a party.
Throughout the game you're guaranteed to find a plethora of all sorts of weapons from one of the various weapon groups, such as Revolvers and SMGs. Each weapon is unique, though many of the weapons do look quite similar. The system that borderlands uses takes all sorts of parts and slaps them together to make a unique looking gun with unique stats. The only thing is that some of the cosmetic changes can be as small as a different trigger to as obvious as a new scope. No matter your level, you'll always be eager to find the next best weapon.
On top of having a sometimes overwhelming amount of weapons at your disposal, Borderlands also has Grenade Mods, Shields, and Class Mods
Grenade Mods dramatically alter the way your grenades work, such as sucking health from enemies or splitting into multiple grenades upon detonation. Shields are something you'll quickly come to love, since they're the only thing between you and an onslaught of enemy fire. And lastly you can find Class Mods to help further define what your character does. These usually give you some kind of benefit plus give you a bonus to two or three of your chosen skills.
As you advance through the game you're going to run into all sorts of enemies. Borderlands randomly generates the creatures that will be fighting you at any given time, and the spawn points actually make sense. Skags will typically come out of skag dens, bandits and soldiers come over, under and through whatever buildings are around, while zombies rise from the ground and crawl out of water. In this game there are technically 2.5 playthroughs, and with each one the enemies are all slightly changed, renamed, and scaled to accommodate your level. This ultimately provides for a bestiary deserving of any RPG, and full on mayhem deserving of any FPS.
Although Borderlands is a thoroughly enjoyable experience, it does have a few shortcomings. Even though there are a near infinite amount of weapons, many of them will look and act very similar, and you end up selling 90% of everything you decide to pick up. Multiplayer co-op is fantastic, but Multiplayer Vs. is easily dominated with the proper build or with the use of Specials. There is just about no interaction with NPCs (as per traditional RPG fashion) and the game isn't very story oriented. Lastly I'd like to make a personal observation, that some people might hate and some people might love. I for one hate it, and it's that Borderlands is apparently very easy to Mod.
Yet despite it's drawbacks, Borderlands is a game that keeps sucking me back in. I just want to get around the next corner, I just want to kill that last SuperBad Alpha Skag, I just wanna collect one more Orange gun. Even after completing the game, finishing all the side quests, and maxing out all your weapon proficiencies...you're still left with a very challenging shooter that is quite unlike any I've ever played. Never mind when you go at with some friends, then the game becomes a whole new animal ^_^
In days gone past the world was mine, from energy within to the currents without. Life had a solid purpose of ethereal spiritual direction, constantly influenced and provoked by the energies called forth. Days slipped forward into the inevitable future I had already created for those around me, unwavering faith of self driving me perpetualy forward.
I was riding the wave.
Higher and higher the energies brought me, untill they lulled me into a sense of complacency. Stronger and stronger they became, yet equaly I became weaker and steadily more confused. Life drew from the chaos of my soul and manifested it upon me and those I love, day by day. Deeper into the depths of spiritual decline I was ruthlessly dragged, drowning in my own faith of the powers of this universe. Slowly I would drift into an energetic slumber much like that of the average person, a state I once so powerfuly feared.
No longer did I have the control I once so comfortably enjoyed. People expressed their false sense of superiority upon me, and the systematic progression of everyday living carelessly marched on. Life had left me on the side, or had I left it? Yet even as the powers I so dearly loved seemingly faded from my soul, I could feel them burrow deeper within me and continue to grow. This feeling of weakness consumed my mind and turned my thoughts against me, but never truely stopped growing. The power to change reality should never be forotten, lest we fall into the routine of mechanic convenience and systematic obedience.
The All Consuming Current. It is with us every moment of every day, here and in all subsequent planes of existance. It is the flow that moves people and all living things in the direction they need to be headed. Despite how powerful and absolute this force is though, we humans have the inate ability to redirect this flow, even to halt it at our will. Life is a constant ruthless game of spiritual chess, played even by the most spiritualy inept people on the planet. Safeguard yourself and focus on the things that are most important to you, and NEVER loose sight of your vision of the future. You are vital in the recreation of the way we experience life, and without your unique vision we will all loose a little of our ultimate potential.
Such a simple ideal...yet is it really so hard to attain? To live life to the fullest, to be and feel like you've never been or felt ever before...every minute of every day of every year of every life? Why is it that no matter how hard we try or don't try to achieve this seemingly natural state of being, we almost always feel like there's something standing in our way. Is it us? Is it the individual or the people around us, or perhaps our place in life? Why is it that no matter how happy we get, we can almost all feel that its built on a foundation made of clay?
To me, its because we are all connected. This is the beauty of the World we live in today. It has become little more then a ruthless machine of efficiency. Inspiration and potential is now limited by social standards and economic instability. Very few people are trully free to forge their perfect life without spending a lifetime of effort and pain just to achieve a fraction of the initial ideal. We have been seperated into Countries, States, Catagories, even "Races". I mean...whatever happened to being Human? Whatever happened to our infinite potential as Co-Creators of the Reality within and without us? Whatever happened to True Happiness.
Power without Consequence. Or should I say, Power with Extreme Consequence. The Extreme Consequence of the limitless potential of our entire Human Race. The one thing well polished machines and systems cannot tolerate are anomalies. These sudden changes and bursts of inspiration throw everything out of wack, and thus are perceived as a danger to the overall well being of the machine that is our World. Schools are designed to strip children of identity and sense of purpose, Jobs co ordinated to strap future leaders into submisive positions just to keep food on the table, Entertainment provided to keep the imagination active but the Soul stagnant and deprived, Food created for the soul purpose of addicting a future generation to wasteful habits, and Techologies concieved to keep us right where we are.
We live in a Horrific yet Beautiful world. There are absolutely ludicrous amounts of weapons and biological agents awaiting the twitchy finger of the next psychotic madman with just a little too much power. Agencies conducting unthinkable expiriments, both for the benefit and restraint of the Human race. Terrible things happen to innocent people with every passing second, at every corner of our tiny globe. This and this alone is why no one person will EVER be able to attain True happiness in their lifetime, so long as this continues. Like it or not, we are all connected in one way or another. What I feel, you feel. You simply feel it on a virtualy un noticable level, and is simply no percieved by the conscious mind. The path to Happiness is the Path to Freedom, and unfortunately Freedom is detremental to the power of the Few.
We have all the tools available to turn this world into an incredible place to live. A place where we could all be free to express ourselves in whatever ways imaginable, not just in certain places but on every inch of this vast universe in which we live. This isn't to say we will always have peace, as hatred and discord are just as much a part of us as love and harmony. Thanks to the Machine however, our perceptions of the two have become skewed. No longer do people strive to attain a balance within themselves, but they pick a path and follow that and only that. Some may at the very least be accepting of other views, but very few walk the many paths of life at once. Nor is it their fault, as our societies have been constructed to move us away from our vast potential with each passing day. Even those with kind hearts and true vision have little say in the direction of our World.
Sometimes it all just feels like one big play. Like the very improbabilities of which this Universe was formed have been stripped away. Almost as if nothing happens that wasn't planned 30 years in advance. It's hard to look at the World today and think it got to the way it is by chance. Giving a piece of Humanity the ability to achieve and experience happiness and freedom while stripping away the majority of our brothers and sisters of their individual potential is the perfect breeding ground for Chaos and Strife. There will always be envy, distrust, and hatred, to name a few. The entire race can never trully be satisfied, no matter how hard we try. Yet we DO all possess the inner traits that would allow us to become something more. Even the most evil and sinister people that have ever walked the face of this planet can agree that we deserve something more. Perhaps they can't express it in the same scope, but even if they wished to be above just one other person then they too have felt this drive. The drive to be something more. Even those so depressed and fed up with life are likely there due to the rejection they recieve by the very fabric of the reality around them.
Why is it that we must live in seperation when we are so clearly connected? Why is it that we cannot choose the direction of our lives and the life of our planet, but rather we must walk the thin and fragile tightrope that is life in this day and age. War is the very fabric of human existance. From the moment we are born we're at war with ourselves and the world around us. Even the most peace oriented person is indeed at War, a war against War itself. So why not have War games? Why not pit ourselves against one another in brutal combat of mass scale, but in fairly safe and enjoyable ways? Why is it that we must rob innocents of their chance to experience life and equality before they even have the chance to experience it. Why should any one country be any better then the other, and for that matter why do we even have countries? Some would say that having a global community would be dangerous because it would give a Few entire control over the masses.
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HELLO? Isn't that the reality we live in now? The only reason people might think this is because they imagine a Global Community being run like our seperated communities. Vision has become a fictional term these days. It means little more then the ability to percieve information via light particals through the eyes. It has lost its true meaning, the meaning of creation and destruction. Well, destruction is ironicaly still alive and kicking, but creation has been put on the backburner. No longer are great lifechanging inovations projected around the world (assuming they ever were), and no longer to small children see the vastness of the reality around them. We all live in individual realities now, simply accepting the collective as something that can only be changed by the few.
Even if what you've read here has inspire you to do something more, it is likely that you won't be able to act upon that primal urge. You will likely return to work where the inspirational feelings will be shuffled to the back of your mind to make room for the nesescarry functions the mind will need to perform. The random events and stresses of the day will further push that emotion back, untill it is inevitably recycled by the mind in your sleep. And just like that, your life will repeat itself. The sun will rise, the day will pass, the night will come, the night will pass. Repeat. Even those of true Vision find themselves strapped to the bindings of the Machine that is Organized Humanity. As of now, change is virtualy impossible. Even if 99.99% of the people on this earth wished for change, it would be that 0.01% that would rob us all of our vision. That 0.01% is all that stands between us and our infinite potential and limitless potential, because its that 0.01% that controls the fate of the 99.99% of Humanity.
So untill that tiny fraction of humanity experiences enlightenment of the soul, it is quite unlikely that many of us will ever achieve our True Potential in this life. This is a sad tradgedy indeed thanks to the fact that this right now is the time for Humanity to shine. Now is the time for change, yet change cannot come. So how can we cope with this prison of Organized Humanity?
For now, the Truest means of projecting outwards is to reach Inwards. Since we are all connected by the Primal Energies, tapping into our individual frequencies and strengthening them is the only way we as individuals can touch the lives of millions. Its kind of funny how the one thing we can never physicaly see is the one thing that can change all things that we physicaly see. When one person achieves Energetic Harmony, we are all affected in one way or another. From the riches greediest government official to the poorest humblest child, we all feel the impact of an individual reconnecting with the Vastness of Self.
So if you want to live in the dismall reality that has been created for us, all you must do is accept it as truth. Your belief will make and keep it real for you and all those around you. Even if you've become vastly wealthy off the misfortune of others, you too are poor and deprived when it comes to the energy of the soul. Not because what you've done is "wrong" or "immoral", but because you have prevented just one person from connecting with the Primal Energies. You have thrown a seemingly impassible barrier in their way, one that thanks to social conditioningthey will likely never attempt to break through. The saddest thing is that if one would only try, they would find these mighty walls to be little more then colored air.
If happiness is your Goal in life, start by looking within. Only by looking in can you ever truely see out. Only by seeing out can you ever truely go in. Only by truely going in can you ever completely go out. Untill then, you will be forver bound like the rest of us. Bound to the world around you, you will inevitably serve it untill the day you day...in one form or another. Achieve harmony with self so that you may effect those you have never met and will never meet. Achieve balance with the world and perhaps one day the world too will achieve balance.
This blog is not only for my readers, but for myself as well. I started this blog sometime last year in an attempt to kickstart my referrals in the various programs I supported. At the time I was very enthusiastic about marketing online and charged in head first. I spent the dollars on the programs I thought would inevitably help me. I spent all my time looking for new ways to enhance my game and get the one up on my "competition" In the end all I had to show for it was a negative bank account and shattered confidence.
That was then. This is Now. Now I want to play it smart. Now I want to succeed and become something more. I've decided to no longer do all these things for me. In my abscence I have become increasing more aware of my place in the higher structure of life. Even if I were to only ever think about myself, my actions will inevitably shape the world around me. This is why there has never been world peace, I believe. It is very hard for a person to step out of themselves, no matter how pure or vile they may be. It is certainly difficult for one to Truely worry less about self then the entire flow of the Universes around us. It seems practicaly pointless to give the Structure of our reality any considerable thought.
Thankfully I have the "gift" of a very lucid yet stuborn mind. This blog is by no means some way for me to attempt to achieve truth in my life, but it is a fine way to express the individual transformation I am to experience throughout the coming year. The simple act of maintaining this blog will allow for me to hone my focus and prepare for what lies ahead. I will still be writing blogs about particular programs that I support, but I will make it my duty to provide my readers with just as much if not more information about the metaphysical experience we call our Reality. For starters, it is Maliable.
It is Because reality is Maliable that it can seem so Damn difficult. Our minds are ruthless tools of efficiency. This in part is why many good hearted people continue to remain unawakened. Their conscious self is trapped within the mind. Existance goes no futher then the mind and body. Life is nothing more then self and that which resides outside it. In my Belief (which is my Reality) I can never truely be "I". Even on nothing more complex then a cellular level, I am billions upon billions of individual entities. Who am I to say that every cell within me does not contain at least some tiny sliver on concious awareness? Who am I to rob a universe of its infinite potential? In this I can never truely be one entity, and that is simply on an inward scale.
In scope of the infinite vast of Space that inevitably surrounds us, how can we ever hope to compare? Our societies keep us teathered to our Earthly obsessions, since we no longer have a true choice in how we wish to live our lives. Even the wealthiest most content people on the planet must still play by societies rules if they wish to maintain their status. Of course they could always just put everything down and lose it all, but still maintain their spiritual center of happiness. But why must that person give themselves up to truely live with themselves and nothing more? Because the machine must continue to run. The machine of society will always need human fuel in order to run, and so long as we provide it forever run it shall. Change is a regulated thing these days. Change rarely spontaniously combusts in this Age, as that would be dangerous to the machine.
So the only change we can currently truely make is a Change of thought. As some Energy Workers may be well aware of, energy follows thought. Not only does it follow conscious thought, but it Strongly follows subconscious thought. Thanks to the very prominent subconcious reality of many folks these days, or days tend to take on a very subconscious feel. Only when we truely step off our day to day track and spice things up with variety do we every feel completely conscious throughout a day. This isn't neccissarily an indivual experience, since we are always experiencing the collective reality of those that make it up.
Our particular slice of the multi-verse has a tendancy to have many many layers all superimposed into one large conclusive layer. It is quite possible to live an individual existance on this world without every once contemplating the effect of the collective. Even though I had initialy been awakened by an act of Energetic turbulance, Network Marketing is what awoke me to Human potential and its limits. We all exist together and our Thoughts are what make up the majority of that which is around us. The house you live in, the car you drive in, the clothes you move around in, the computer you type on...they are all products of Thought. Without thought, they could not exist. Thought has a funny way of becoming reality. This is because thought is the purest energy we can currently concieve and manipulate. You could say its the base of the Energetic Tree of Life. Without Thought, the rest would seem to come to a halt. In truth it would continue on forever, but without being percieved it would in effect not exist.
So next time you write a blog or chat with a friend, keep in mind the overall resounding effect of your oppinion and energy. What could you be doing to not only make Your life more meaningful and enjoyable, but what could you be doing for those you care about? If you can, go one step further and think about those you don't personaly care for, but are sharing the reality you're creating. If thinking of people isn't your thing (because it's fairly new for me) at least give consideration to the Earth you live upon. She at the very least doesn't deserve our neglagence, and always appretiates gratitude and respect. You create the reality you percieve.
That is all. Simply seeing reality through your minds eye effectively
creates it before you, in the physical dimension. It could be argued
that the universe technically only exists within the field of conscious
awareness, yet most would have trouble fathoming that possibility. For
US, the world is little more then a customizable jigsaw puzzle.
WE apply our energy to the "Future" and draw it down in to "Past", so
that way we may harvest it's rewards in the Forever Now. So how can
one go about creating their perfect reality? The first step is having
and unshakable belief in your Self. You are a Divine Vessel with
purpose far higher then your very imagination can grasp, so you must
understand that you truly have significant purpose in this Reality. So
many "People" these days are more then happy to remain as sheep,
letting the days flip by from birth to death. These people are vital
parts of the process, because it's these people that are most open to
the Influential Ebbs of the Universe that you will be provoking.
To create your desired reality, one must meditate constantly. Many
people have it in their heads that Meditation means sitting down by
yourself and going in, but this can only be done with extreme care,
concentration, and silence. While this particular meditation is common
and effective, it is far from the only form. Here is something you
MUST know if you wish to truly begin drawing your Destined Reality into
your field of perception. BREATH. The very act of breathing is one of
the deepest meditations we can perform. In Tantra, breath is akin to
life. Without breath, there can be no life. To remain Aware of your
breath is to remain Aware of your very existence. No longer will your
mind be projecting you to the future or the past, but your mind can
finally be fixated on the Now.
Being fixated on the Now is an important part of calling down your
desired Reality. As humans our minds are designed to be everywhere but
Now. We are Always projecting forward or backwards in order to make
sense of Now, but rarely does our mind truly stay in the Now. This is
one of the prime reasons meditation and gnosis are so effective. They
keep the mind in the now, which then allow for all sorts of energy
wavelengths to be felt. When one becomes consciously aware of
themselves in the Moment, one becomes aware of the Inner Self. It is
this Inner Self that is so often neglected, but is the primary
instrument in all energy workings.
By simply remaining Aware of all that you do, you will be sending a
signal to the forces of the Universe that basically sais "Here I am, I
accept your energy". You have now gone from being the puppet to being
the strings. You haven't quite yet become the puppet master, but you
have recieved a higher degree of control over the circumstances around
you. Conscious affirmation of your Divine Power will constantly fill
you with revitalizing energy, allowing the Universal Energies to travel
through you more smoothely.
The next important part to drawing down your desired reality is to
truly have a grasp on what it is you wish to see in this Reality. Go
beyond Self when you do this, and you will see significantly more
profound effects. If you simply want a bigger house, a nice car, a new
spouse, some money, whatever...you are not truly looking to alter your
reality. All you're looking to do is rearange the furniture in your
particular dollhouse. This is not what we're looking to do. When you
begin consciously calling forth your reality, keep the entire scope of
reality itself in mind. Think how your reality will effect those you
know and those you don't know. Think how it will effect Time and
Space, and how it will shake the very foundation of Human Existance.
Power requires Power. If you do not feed this powerful force with your
own powerful energy, it will become little more then a simple act of
attraction. When one attracts circumstances to themselves, it is
significantly different then re-creating the reality around you.
Attracting something meens that something already existed and you are
simply drawing it closer to your position is space in time. Creating
Reality is just that. You have ceased to draw things to you or you to
them. You have begun to weave your desires through the thread of
SpaceTime, allowing for litteraly ANYTHING to be made manifest. For
many of you, this might actualy be a frightening thought. With enough
willpower, just about any event, technology, or way of life can be
drawn forward and into this World.
Hopefully the understanding of such power will Humble you, and not fly
straight to your Ego. The Ego is a beautiful destructive force, the
greatest illusion of the human mind if you ask me. It allows one to be
full of power and success, to see oneself as more then an ordinary
Man. It allows the ordinary to feel extraordinary, as well as the
extraodinary to feel ordinary. With a swelled Ego, nothing seems
impossible. You are all powerful and nothing can stop you.
And this my friends, is the most beautiful part of the Self Destruct
system I like to call the Ego. As ones Ego swells, it slowly plants
the seed of demise within ones Central Core. This seed will soon NEED
to be nourished, or else it will begin to nourish itself through its
Hosts Energy. The Ego then no longer becomes a function of the human
mind, but a neccisary part of life. One will subconciously seek to
fuel their ego, to keep their energy high. Yet their energy will never
truly hit a peak, for the Ego is constantly absorbing energy to keep
itself present.
By going past the Ego one becomes Humble. One relinquishes the
apparent power and satisfaction that the Ego offers, in an attempt to
maintain a True Balance within. It is with Humility that Power
manifests. Power of the Greatest kind can be found in the most humble
of people. Why is this? Because those who have been humbled
understand the effects of that which they work. They will not be
tempted to utalize the Universe for simple personal gains, nor will
they force their teachings or abilities upon others. The Humbled soul
is closer to a Balanced soul, which allows for extremes from both ends
of the spectrum. The Ego has a habit of trapping you in one particular
end of the Spectrum, whichever it prefers to feed from. It will trap
you inside your life, forcing you to follow its every whim.
For some this might be an effective way to reach an outcome, and many
might even argue that the Ego is an essential part of the Process. I
personaly say the Ego is nothing more then a restrictor placed into the
mechanism of the human mind. It is a limitor, and nothing more. For
some, the Ego is the I. To be Me, I must be Ego. I must have Ego to
Exist. This mindset is very skewed and significantly restricts any and
all energy workings. The first step to overcoming this natural
weakness is to truly grasp that You are NOT "I". Even within yourself,
without ever looking at the world around you, You are Billions of
entities. Not only entities exsiting within your mind as well as inner
and outer bodies, but the very microscopic entities that make up your
fleshy vessel. So just from an inward stance, one can never truly be a
Singular Entity.
Just the same, the world outside of you is just as integral as the
world within you. You have simply become a smaller part of the whole,
but a part of the whole none the less. Your very existance is what
keeps this Reality alive. Without You, Reality does NOT exist. The
reason this holds true is because You ARE the Universe. If you believe
you are simply a part of this universe, forget it now. Every one and
every thing within this reality is nothing more then an extension of
self. You ARE the Universe.
And this brings us down to the final point; How to manifest your
Desired Reality. By understanding that You are an extension of self,
just as all things in this reality, you have relinquished power to the
system...but not control. The power will flow to you as neccessary,
but you will retain automity in the relation to the direction the world
around you is going. No longer will you possess the power to
drasticaly influence any one thing, but you will be able to more deftly
control the circumstances that manifest to you and those around you.
This trade off may not be for all, but is very effective and powerful
in its own right.
This approach is of humility and sacrifice, as one relinquishes a
degree of their own personal power to more fully intigrate with the
system. The tradeoff may seem like a weakness to many, but for me
personaly the chance to One with All is simply too appealing.
Anyways, that's enough of a rant for today. Remain Aware my friends
